1. 1Explore
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  3. 3Launch

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Explore

“I’m finally going to give my creative calling some attention, and see what it has to say.”

A 30-day, fully online program to awaken your creative self, through imagination, practice, and an immersive world you build with your own hands.

$375 one-time · lifetime access
$295 for Bottega members
Start now, at your own pace

the program

Somewhere along the way, you lost your voice in the constant doing. Explore is about finding your way back to it , not by talking about your past or sitting in an armchair, but by building a whole world through your senses and stepping into it as the protagonist.

Over 30 days online, you’ll bring that world to life through images, scents, tastes, textures, themes and even a playlist that captures its emotional landscape. You’ll create from curiosity rather than fear, discovering along the way what you want to say, how you want to say it and what you’re ready to bring into the world.

Diagram illustrating the stages of a star's life cycle, from nebula to black hole, with labeled phases and visual representations of each stage.

imagination, made real

Build a world, and discover who you are within it

The Soul Toll logo mark.  A circular drawing, culminating in a star...simulating an idea taking shape and taking flight.

Imagine your world in five senses, and create from curiosity instead of fear.

Images, smells, tastes, textures, themes, and a playlist for its emotional palette.

What’s inside

Open Explore.

The Energy Audit · 27 pages
Thirty daily workbooks
Anusia, on video

The researchSheldon and Elliot, Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 1999.

Twenty-two days cite their source

Everything inside Explore. Yours for life.

The thirty

one for each day

Thirty workbooks. Here they all are.

Not a number in a list. The actual thing you get, with the actual question each day asks. Nothing withheld, because reading the questions is not the same as answering them.

Hover a spine to pull it off the shelf

245

workbook pages, written for these thirty days

17

days that open with Anusia on video

5

Imagination Hours, eyes shut

22

days that close with the research, cited

On film

have a look

Thirty-five seconds of the real thing.

Where Explore begins

The Energy Audit

Explore opens with the Energy Audit, a deep, guided look at where your energy actually goes. It clears the noise so you start from clarity, with room for the world you're about to build.

The shape of it

Eight weeks · one hour a week · a demo day

A live cohort experience, designed around what you're making. Eight weeks of weekly sessions, structure, and feedback, building toward a demo day where you share it with the room.

How it runs

One-to-one with Anusia

Launch is a one-to-one go-to-market mentorship with Anusia, so the strategy fits your work exactly. Direct, personal attention, start to finish.

One day, in full

day three

The Energy Audit, start to finish

Thirty days is easy to say. So here is Day Three, page by page, the way it actually turns up.

Hover a page to read it

Five pages here. Day Three has twenty-seven. Then there are twenty-nine more days.

How a day works

the daily rhythm

The same four parts, every day.

Once you have done a few you stop wondering how it goes. Thirty to forty-five minutes on most days.

Read the day

It tells you what you’re about to do, and what results will be produced.

Watch, or close your eyes

Most days Anusia takes you through it on video. Five are Imagination Hours instead, an hour of audio with your eyes shut.

Fill in the workbook

Questions, examples, and room to answer. On screen or on paper.

See why it works

Most days end with the research behind what you just did, named so you can go read it. And an if you get stuck, for the days you do.

And if you miss a day, nothing happens. It’s yours for life, the days wait for you.

Across thirty days

the shape of it

Clear the space, build the world, find your voice

Clear the space

Days 1 to 10 · 6 videos

Start with the Energy Audit and see where your energy really goes, and make room for the creative self you’ve kept quiet.

Build your world

Days 11 to 20 · 6 videos

Bring a whole world to life through your senses, its images, sounds and themes, and step into it as the protagonist.

Find your message

Days 21 to 30 · 5 videos

From inside that world, the voice you’ve been hiding gets loud enough to hear, and you name the message you want to bring.

Thirty to forty-five minutes on most days. The five Imagination Hours ask for a full hour, and they say so in advance.

The Soul Toll logo mark.  A circular drawing, culminating in a star...simulating an idea taking shape and taking flight.

You walk away with your world built in five senses, and an answer to the question that started it all:
"what's my message to the world?"

Who this is for

you already know

There’s something you’ve been meaning to make.

This is for you if

  • You’ve been meaning to make something for years, and you keep not starting.
  • You’re good at what you do and quietly bored by it.
  • There’s an idea you’ve never said out loud to anyone.
  • You’ve read the books and taken the notes and nothing changed.
  • You want a structure, not a blank page.

It’s probably not for you if

  • You want a template, or something sellable, fast.
  • You’d rather be told what to make.
  • Thirty to forty-five minutes a day isn’t something you can give right now.

You don’t need to think of yourself as creative. Most people who start this don’t.

From people who have done it

in their words

You don’t have to take my word for it

“The first week helped me step back from the micro components of the project, reframe what I’m working on, and remember my why.”

Haley

“The Explore program is really awesome. Like truly, awesome.”

Sarah

Start whenever you like

Thirty days from now, the world is built and you know your message.

Seventeen videos, thirty workbooks running to 245 pages, five guided Imagination Hours, and the research behind all of it. Once, and yours to keep.

Everything opens the moment you enroll. No cohort to wait for, and no date you have to be ready by.

$375 one-time · lifetime access $295 for Bottega members Enroll in Explore become a member and save → or come to a free Imagination Hour first →

Before you decide

the honest answers

What people ask first

Six of our most frequently asked questions.

What if I fall behind?

Nothing happens. There’s no cohort to keep up with and no date anything closes. It’s yours for life, so the days wait for you. Plenty of people do two in a sitting and then take a week off.

Do I need to already be creative?

Not at all. In fact, many people who begin don’t think of themselves as creative. This is about discovering what you have to say and giving yourself the freedom to express it. If you can follow your curiosity and put an honest thought on the page, you can do this.

How much time does it actually take?

Thirty to forty-five minutes on most days. The five Imagination Hours ask for a full uninterrupted hour, and they tell you that in advance so you can put it somewhere sensible.

Is it live, or do I go at my own pace?

Your own pace, entirely. It’s fully online and everything opens the moment you enroll. Nothing is scheduled and nothing expires.

Do I need to buy anything else?

No. The videos, the thirty workbooks and the Imagination Hours are all included. The workbooks are fillable PDFs, so you can type into them or print them, whichever you prefer.

What if I stop and want to come back in a year?

It’s still there. Lifetime access means lifetime, and the workbooks you’ve already filled in are files you keep regardless.